I hate this so much.. I can’t even think about anyone else.. you’re all I want.

This is the first song I dedicated to my Marquis and my feelings for her have only gotten stronger since.

I hate myself more than I ever let on, I’m burnt out at 22. I lived too fast and I loved too much and I’ll die too young but I chose this cup that I drank from, knew what I was getting into but I couldn’t let out what I had to keep in. I’m ashamed of myself and unspeakable sins that I committed and.. I’ve made mistakes but I’ll find my way. There’s no explaination for the things I’ve failed at before, they can’t hold my hand.

It just hurts to be a man through the tortures of the damned.

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Portland Rain - Everclear

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Can’t Keep - Eddie Vedder

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Hahaha baby, I love you. 

My sunshine. 

My sunshine. 

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I wish I could
Take all the words
And assemble a poem worthy of your name 

But if I could
Then I would
Sing to you each and every day

I’d sing of love
Cause you’re the one
Who keeps me from going insane

I know you do
And I love you too
You’re the only memory without pain 

Mirror

I really can’t see my life that way
I think I need to make a change
I really should be looking for a job
Because I’m sick of the one I’ve got 

There’s Zoloft, Welbutrin, there’s Paxil that’s proven, no side effects. But the rest left unnamed ‘cuz they work like a charm on me.

Blue October